Tuesday, 24 February 2015

COVER REVEAL!! Two for the Teacher by Jodie Jacobs

 

Release Date: March 1st 2015
Author: Jodie Jacobs
Designer: JJ Designs
Genre: Erotic short

SYNOPSIS

Damon still can't believe his luck. Keen to explore their relationship, he is eager to experiment and take all that Miss J has to offer.

Inviting athletic Mac into the fold, Damon may just get more than he bargained for. Not only is Mac agile and fit, but he appears to have more to offer an unsuspecting Damon.

Enjoy the second erotic installment in the Lessons in Lust series.

**This book contains M/F and M/M/F explicit sex scenes and is intended for readers of 18 years and over.   

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NEW RELEASE!! Innocent Ride by Chelsea Camaron

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INNOCENT RIDE
The Hellions Ride, #4
Chelsea Camaron
Release Date: February 20, 2015

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Blurb
Opposites attract, or so the saying goes. When two people from different worlds come together by a chance meeting twisted with an element of danger, can their attraction remain innocent?
She's a corporate accountant. Her life is full of structure, routine, and organization. Settled, comfortable, and content, Caroline Milton, loves knowing what to expect every minute of every day. He's the Catawba Hellions VP and a wild one, refusing to be tamed. His motto, 'hit it, get it, and go; no repeats' where women are concerned, guarantees a new woman in his bed nightly. His life suddenly tilted on its axis, when his wild days come barreling back with a major responsibility. Drexel 'Rex' Crews finds he has a real reason to settle down his wild ways. When a situation quickly spins out of control at work for Caroline, she reaches out to the one place she least expected to find herself dependent upon. The Hellions Motorcycle Club. His cousin's ol' lady, Doll, comes to him with a personal favor, protect her best friend. He can't refuse. Protecting Caroline was supposed to be an innocent task. The attraction from their first meeting is still a fire burning strong inside of them both. Neither can deny the pull. They come from different worlds. Can Rex show Caroline the safety and security of the MC? Can Caroline tame the wild beast inside of Rex? Can their innocent ride become a journey to long lasting love?  


The Man I Am
Copyright © Chelsea Camaron 2015
~Rex~
As the wind whips around me, she dances violently, slapping the leather of my cut harshly against my T-shirt covered chest. A storm is brewing in the air around me as another one rages on inside my darkened soul. The road before me is curvy. They call it Dead Man’s Trail. Riding a ledge is what it feels like. With the fine line of one wrong move, life and death are in the balance as the road winds through a mountain. I am hours from home, and I still can’t bring myself to turn around and go back. I am not on a transport or on a run for the club. I am out alone, just me, my Harley, and the open night sky. Not a star shines tonight as the humidity rises and the wind swirls through the thick air. A summer storm is in the midst. My mind races as the pipes on my bike scream out under the pressure of my speed. “Be a man to be proud of. Carry your name—our name—with pride,” Pop’s voice echoes in my head. A name. My name. Our name. Tessie gave my boy—her son, my son, our son—my name. My fucking name. Axel Devon Crews. Mini-me. One look and I fucking knew he was mine. My gut twists. Mine. My blood. My responsibility. My name. My fucking mirror image. Throttle down, I push on faster, harder, needing to feel something slice through me besides the disappointments running through my mind. My life is officially at a crossroads, every mistake of my past now shoved in the forefront of my mind.
How did I get so lost?
How have I become so consumed in things that don’t matter?
When did I become so self-absorbed?

I would lay down my life to protect the very cut moving across my back right now. Yet, the woman who freely lay beneath me, giving her body, heart, and soul to me, I left without a glance back. She ripped her body—literally—to give life to my seed, and I did nothing more than wink, smile, and move on to the next woman. I was so focused on myself I missed the signs. I should have known. Hell, I should have been there. Then, when the opportunity came for me to step up for her, did I do it? No. Shooter stepped in like I knew he would. He is a far better man than I am. Tessie deserves a man like him, not the mess that is me. No matter what life throws at them, he will be there to have her back, to be her security. He will be her strength and her calm within the storm. He will be her best friend and her lover. Everything that Tessie needs, wants, and damn sure deserves is found in the man I now proudly call my brother. Sure, there was a time I wanted to rip him limb from limb. He went after what could have been mine. No, he didn’t go after her, not really, not if I keep it real with myself. I pushed him there. I sent him to her. I gave him what could have been my future. The only person to blame here is me. She needed me, and I tossed her off to him.
My mistakes. My losses. 

I know, if I am ever given a chance to have something good again, I am not going to waste my opportunity. When the clouds open up, the hot rain comes down, pelting me in the face, on my arms, and all my exposed skin. The road beneath me gets slick as I push on. Soft gravel gives way, and my back tire shifts under me. I don’t correct the movement. The delicate balance keeping me upright drops as does my bike, and my body hits the pavement hard. Gravel digs in even through the denim of my pants as the material rips. I feel my arms shred as my bike is no longer under my now broken body, only the unforgiving road. Broken, shredded, a bloody mess of a man—that is what I am. Pops’ voice is the last thing to sound through my head as I succumb to the blackness consuming me. “The past is the past; the future is before you. Change is a power we all hold. Learning from your mistakes is growth, and it’s a necessary change. How you pick yourself up when you hit rock bottom will tell what kind of man you really are.”

Hellions Ride Series
One Ride (The Hellions Ride, #1)
Forever Ride (Hellions Ride, #2)
Merciless Ride (Hellions Ride, #3)
Innocent Ride (Hellions Ride, #4)
 

About the Author
Chelsea CamaronChelsea Camaron was born and raised in Coastal North Carolina. She currently resides in Southern Louisiana with her husband and two children but her heart is always Carolina day dreaming. Chelsea always wanted to be a writer, but like most of us, let fear of the unknown grab a hold of her dream; she realized that if she was going to tell her daughter to go for her dreams, that it was time to follow her own advice. Chelsea grew up turning wrenches alongside her father, and from that grew her love for old muscle cars and Harley Davidson motorcycles, which just so happened to inspired her ‘Daddy’s Girls’ series. Her love for reading has sparked a new love for writing and she currently has a few more projects in the works. When she is not spending her days writing you can find her playing with her kids, attending car shows, going on motorcycle rides on the back of her husband’s Harley, snuggling down with her new favorite book or watching any movie that Vin Diesel might happen to be in. She hates being serious and is still a big kid at heart. She is a small town country girl enjoying life and, Chelsea hopes that her readers remember not to take life too seriously and to embrace your inner five year old, because five year olds know how to enjoy the simple things in life and how to always have fun.  


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Saturday, 21 February 2015

PRE-ORDER!! Miss Man-Eater by Marie Garner

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Synopsis

Raquel Adams is Miss Man-Eater. There’s just one problem with this reputation—her job as one of the leading actresses on a primetime show is in trouble if she doesn’t clean up her act.

Enter Mr. Spin-doctor himself, Clayton Cox. He can make anyone look amazing, including Raquel.

She doesn’t want to listen.

He won’t put up with her antics.

She can’t resist wanting him.

He doesn’t date his clients.

But they don’t call her Miss Man-Eater for nothing.

Let the games begin.



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COVER REVEAL!! The Capo: Riccardo (Book Two – Stud Mafia Series) by Elle Raven and Aimie Jennison


Title: The Capo: Riccardo 
SERIES: Book Two – Stud Mafia Series
AUTHORS: Elle Raven and Aimie Jennison
RELEASE DATE: late April, 2015
GENRE: Erotic Thriller

COVER DESIGNER: Margret Asselbergs
PHOTOGRAPHER: Shauna Kruse





Temptation. Seduction. Forbidden pleasure. 

As the right hand man to The Don, Riccardo Rossi's role is all about Duty. Respect and Honour. Being the crime boss' daughter, Lorena Morassi is forbidden. Although she is young and off limits, that doesn't stop Riccardo from wanting her. She is a pure temptation and to have her would be a betrayal to his Boss and his mafia family.

Lorena has wanted Riccardo for years and she knows he wants her, too. Being with him would only cause bad blood between her father and his right hand man. She doesn't want their strong friendship to be ruined, but her feelings for him grow, and Lorena knows she can't stay away. But a night of seduction and forbidden pleasure changes everything. 

Betrayal will not be tolerated and long-standing friendships will be broken.

Warning: This book contains violence, excessive language, and strong sexual content. It's intended to be read by mature audiences

NEW RELEASE & REVIEW!! Throttle by Sassie Lewis



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Review

First of all, a word to the wise. 
Grab a towel. Remove panties/knicker/undies (whatever you want to call them). Have something on hand to help you out. This book is HOT!

I couldn't help but want my very own Sin (real name, Cynfor) within the first couple of chapters and would've happily beaten Georgia to have him too! Sassie hasn't just written hot sex though, she's captured the whole book from Sin's POV and done it really well. The issues he has with Georgia; her age and the fact he assumes she's his son's girlfriend. Which is kind of funny because despite thinking that, he still can't keep his hands off her. And whoa! Do his hands go on her... *fans self* Sin's dealing with his undeniable attraction to Georgia, her attitude and his son's sudden emotional distancing. 
I'd highly recommend having a read. I was so hooked after just the first few pages, I ditched everything else for that night and just read...well, I did a little more than just read but in essence, I read! Grab it while it's on sale and get the towel ready to sit on. xxx



Friday, 20 February 2015

BLOG TOUR & INTERVIEW!! Signs of a Quiet Heart by Teri McGill


Can love be strong enough to overcome a lifetime of fear?

Title: Signs of a Quiet Heart
Author: Teri McGill
Series: My Heart is Yours, book 1
Genre: Contemporary Romance
Release Date: February 9, 2015
Cover Designer: Louisa at LM Creations
Formatter: Dafeenah Jameel at Indie Designz

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When Robbi  Bennett, special education teacher extraordinaire, decided to move from New York to California, it was for reasons beyond trading snowstorms for sunshine and surfing. Following the tragic death of her parents, and several doomed relationships, she craved a fresh start; an opportunity to reinvent herself. 

Tyler D’Angelo, bad-boy biker and self-proclaimed man-whore, equates love with weakness. For decades, he has kept his heart on lockdown, but meeting Robbi turns his solitary life inside out as they are inexplicably drawn to each other. Can love be strong enough to overcome a lifetime of fear?

(This story features two hearing impaired characters. The story also involves information related to deafness, deaf education, and American Sign Language.)


   

    

An interview with Teri McGill by Hot Tree Promotions

1. Tell us a bit about yourself.  I was born and raised in Fresh Meadows (Queens) New York. After a few years of teaching 4th and 7th grade Math, I got my Master’s Degree in Deaf Education and spent the next 12 years teaching secondary Math (and tap dance in the after-school theatre arts program) at the Lexington School for the Deaf. I moved to Los Angeles in 1994 and spent the following 18 years teaching Math and ASL (American Sign Language) at Granada Hills High School and Fairfax High School. 

2. What inspired you to write your first book?  After retiring in 2012, I had a lot of free time. I contacted Becky Johnson at Hot Tree Editing and she took me on as a beta reader. After reading countless fabulously hot romances, I thought that perhaps I would try it as well. I had written a screenplay in ’96 (20 copies are gathering dust in my garage), but now … in 2015 … the self-publishing phenomenon has enabled the writer to take control of their own destiny and ‘just do it’!

3. How did you come up with the title 'Signs of a Quiet Heart'?  Well … no spoilers here, but the HEART is the key focus of the story … literally and figuratively. I originally had ‘The Silent Heart’ in mind, but when I Googled that, too many things came up. The themes of deafness and sign language dictated the ‘quiet’ aspect. The series title was originally ‘The Shared Heart’ or ‘Shared Hearts’, but again … Google made it clear there were too many other sites with that name. The word “signs’ is a reference to sign language. “Quiet’ also refers to Tyler’s heart … he has it stored in a quiet, lonely fortress.

4. Describe your main character in five words.  Tyler: dark, damaged, disconnected, lonely, fearful … until the right woman comes along!

5. What was one of the most surprising things you learned in creating your book?  I decided at an early age (after my first year of teaching) that motherhood was not for me. I LOVE teenagers, but the younger ones? Not so much. Well … after falling in love with the five-year-old girl in my story (and other children in Book #2), now when I see young children I can’t take my eyes off them … I get very emotional!

6. Have you ever done anything strange or weird in the name of research?  Besides spend entire days Googling? Sadly, no, but it could be fun! Perhaps I’ll have a different answer in the future.

7. How long does it take you to write a book? That’s difficult to say. I finished Books #1 & 2 in a year … originally this was to be one book, but after 150K words, I realized that was NOT happening! This story took on a life of its own … once I got inside the characters’ heads, it just flowed! After finishing Book 2, I felt so despondent … decided to take a minor character from Book 1 and make him the star of Book 3, which will be a standalone with some characters making brief reappearances.

8. Can you share a little of your current work with us?  Here's an excerpt from LOST AND FOUND (My Heart Is Yours – Book #3)

(Scene: Tag is behind the bar at North Star; Tyler and Robbi are enjoying a night out.)

Tag downed another shot of Patron, and then motioned for Tyler to follow him. The men walked out of the bar into the parking lot and stood against the brick wall. Tag’s usually tanned face had suddenly turned pallid, reflecting the moonlight. He removed a joint from his shirt pocket and lit it in one smooth motion, inhaling deeply to calm himself. 
“Did you tell Robbi anything? About my past … all that shit I told you months ago?” Tag hissed, blowing out smoke through trembling lips. “I’m not dickin’ around here, man.” 
“No. Not one fuckin’ word to anyone. Why?” 
“I don’t know. That girl … she reminded me of my Randi. It spooked me a bit. That’s never happened before. Yeah, I’ve been seein’ her face everywhere for twelve long years, but I’ve always known it’s all up here.” Touching his temple with his forefinger, Tag took another long drag on the joint, before passing it to Tyler, who indulged in a few casual puffs before handing it back. 
“I’m well aware it’s wishful thinking, like visions, hallucinations or whatever,” Tag continued, taking a final few deep drags on the joint, before pinching it out between his thumb and forefinger and tucking it back into his pocket. “That chick just really looks like her. I’m a little freaked out. Those eyes …”  
Tyler’s hand reached out and landed on Tag’s shoulder. “Don’t over-analyze this shit, buddy. Just go with it. She seems like a nice girl, kinda normal, you know? Robbi’s chattin’ her up right now and probably gettin’ the lowdown. I’ll fill you in later, okay buddy? You just continue to be your adorable, charming self.” Wide green eyes glared at Tyler in undisguised astonishment.
“What the fuck are you babbling about? Are you trying to set me up? With her?” Pinching the bridge of his nose, Tag simply shook his head at Tyler. 
“And what the hell is wrong with her, Tag? She seems really … sweet.” 
A cheerless, sarcastic snigger escaped from Tag’s grim lips. “T-man, do you fuckin’ know me at all? I don’t do sweet, nice or normal. You know I prefer slutty, crazy, and disposable. Hey, I figure if I’m goin’ straight to Hell, I may as well take the scenic route in the HOV lane. Remember the time we had the epic five-way, when the two of us picked up those three sorority girls? Dude, that was fuckin’ —”
“Enough!” Grunting disgustedly, Tyler sneered, “Yeah, I know all about your love life; or should I say loveless life, because that used to be me. Slutty, crazy, disposable — lather, rinse, repeat. You are the fuckin’ hat trick of heartache, buddy. Been there. Fuck. That.”
Tyler affectionately smacked Tag’s cheek a few times; the final motion had some power behind it and caused a slight yelp from Tag. 
“What the fuck, Ty?” Tag was a bit taken aback by Tyler’s semi-aggressive action. Although Ty was a few inches taller, Tag had never felt intimidated by him before.
Tyler’s powerful arms caged Tag in against the cold stone wall of the building, then he lowered his head so the two men were nose to nose. Pinning Tag with his deep cobalt blue eyes, Tyler growled menacingly, the volume of his voice escalating with every utterance. “That fucking devil who lives up there?” His large forefinger was poking Tag’s forehead repeatedly. “Inside that thick head of yours — you know, the monster who terrorizes your dreams, eating you alive from the inside out until you rot? You need to face him right the fuck now. Make him your friend, or … He. Will. End. You.” Exasperated, Tag threaded his fingers through his hair, causing the platinum spikes to stand on end.
Tyler took a deep inhale at this point; no doubt he was out of breath, but it could have also been a dramatic pause. He blew his breath out slowly, shaking his head in frustration. “Tag, wake the fuck up! You are thirty-two and going on dead. It’s time for a change buddy. I wasted more years than you have been alive on this Earth. But look at me now; I am living proof it’s never too late.” 

9. What is your work schedule like when you're writing?  Nothing set in stone. I write when the spirit moves me; when the words flow.

10. Do you have any writing rituals?  Not really. I do keep small notebooks everywhere (gym bag, car) so when an idea pops up, I write it down immediately.

11. What book are you reading now?  My own!! Proofreading is a bitch. The last book was Veronica Roth’s Four: A Divergent Collection (a prequel to the Divergent Trilogy). The next will be Paper Towns by John Green (The Fault in Our Stars).

12. Do you have anything specific that you want to say to your readers?  My readers? How thrilling to imagine people actually reading my book and hopefully enjoying it. Thank you and PLEASE … get in touch with me!
Random Questions 

What's in your fridge right now?  Greek yogurt, fresh fruit, salmon, chicken, lots of vegetables, bottled water (can’t drink the tap water in LA), dark chocolate with almonds, freshly ground coffee, crafts beers and plenty of red wine!

What song do you sing at the top of your voice every time you hear it?  Alice In Chains. (It doesn’t matter which song … I love them all!)

Other than writing, what special or unusual talent(s) do you have?  Fluent in ASL, teach mosaics 

Where did you last go on holiday?  10 fabulous days in the UK!

If your house was attacked by feral aliens, and they were zapping your house with their Über super bombs, what five items would you save?  Kindle, iPod, jewellery (Mom’s gold ring), photos, flash drives? That’s a tough question.

If someone wrote a biography about you, what do you think the title should be?  Always Evolving – Ever Changing

A huge thank you to Teri for taking time out of her busy schedule to answer our questions. We wish you much success.







Teri McGill grew up in Queens, New York and moved to warm and sunny Los Angeles in 1994, immediately following the Northridge earthquake. She taught Mathematics to deaf high school students for thirty years, which explains some of the recurring themes in her stories. When she is not at the computer, either writing or beta reading/proofreading, she enjoys working out, golf, mosaics, Math tutoring, and watching sports.






Thursday, 19 February 2015

RELEASE BLITZ & REVIEW!! Point of Surrender (Nordic Lords #4) by Stacey Lynn

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Point of Surrender (Nordic Lords MC, #4)
Stacey Lynn
Release Date: February 10, 2015

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Blurb
Debt. Guilt. Death.
Finn Walker has spent years carrying the weight of his regret and guilt with him wherever he went. When he found his home with the Nordic Lords Motorcycle Club, he quickly learned their outlaw lifestyle allowed him to banish his guilt with his fists and guns and no one would stop him. It was freeing, and now, he fits right in.
Friends with Ryker Knight for years, Meg McNeery turns to the one place she knows is safe when she needs safety more than her next paycheck. On the run from a man determined to receive payment for a debt he believes Meg owes, she knows the Nordic Lords Clubhouse in Minnesota is the only place where she and her five-year-old son, Brayden, will be safe. What Meg doesn’t expect is her instant, magnetic attraction to Finn. And when her running ends with the three of them trapped together…it not only tests Meg’s physical self-control, but it also causes Finn to face his demons. Finn has sworn he’d never get involved with another woman again, much less a woman with a child, but he can’t stop thinking about Meg, the blue-eyed angel who silences his nightmares. When Finn’s past fears and present threats collide…will he finally be able to save the woman who needs him? Or will Meg end up like his ex, Piper? Buried six feet under.


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Review  
What is it about these big, tough bikers with tortured pasts that makes me want to wrap them in a hug? Here’s another one for me to want to embrace.
Meg and her son, Brayden, flee when threatened by the man her late-husband still owes money to. They stay with friends, Ryker and Faith, but are given protection in the form of Finn.
Ahhh, Finn. The poor tortured soul in this story who refuses to talk about his past with anyone. His life started the day he got off a plane in New York from Australia. The man who spends the first few days of ‘babysitting duty’ with a scowl for Meg, but especially for Brayden. It’s not a bad temper thing for ‘the kid’, rather a reminder of what he’s lost in his past.
It’s funny that I paid little attention to Meg’s growth as a character, but Finn’s was obvious and huge! (along with other parts of him…) He works through so damn much and fights it every step of the way, too.

For my mind, Stacey Lynn has done a great job and has made me want to go back and read the rest of the series. The stupid thing with this, is that I’ve promoted each of the Nordic Lords series on my blog from the start but never had a chance to read them. Despite not remembering requesting the ARC for this, I’m so damn glad I did as I thoroughly enjoyed this book, and even though it can be read as a standalone, I really look forward to cracking open my boxed set of the first three!


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Nordic Lords series

Nordic Lords Boxed Set (Nordic Lords MC Books 1-3)
Point of Return (Nordic Lords MC #1)
Point of Redemption (Nordic Lords MC #2)
 
Point of Freedom (Nordic Lords MC #3)
 

About the Author
Stacey Lynn Stacey Lynn is the #1 Erotic Bestseller of Don't Lie To Me. She lives in the midwest with her husband and four young children. She can usually be found lost inside her own head, trying to bring her characters to life. When she's engaged in the real world, she's spending time with her family, drinking large amounts of coffee, and eating Skittles by the handful.  




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Tuesday, 17 February 2015

NEW RELEASE! Reclaimed (A Knights Rebels MC Novella 2.5) by River Savage



Title: Reclaimed (A Knights Rebels MC Novella 2.5)
Author: River Savage
Publication Date: February 17, 2015
Genre: Contemporary Romance
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Synopsis


When the woman you love is lost, how hard will you fight to get her back?


Following the birth of her daughter, Kadence Knight finds herself in a battle she never prepared for. With desperation and unhappiness threatening to overwhelm her, a sense of hopelessness pulls her away from the one thing she has always longed for: a family. 

As Nix watches his wife struggle with something he doesn't understand, he can't help but feel disconnected to his woman. The Kadence he once knew has drifted into the darkness. In her place is a shadow of the woman she once was, one who is fearful of the impossible...failing their daughter. 

This Valentine’s Day, Nix has one goal — to reclaim the woman who gave him everything. 


*Please note this is a novella and features the characters from the previous storyline. 
The events of Reclaimed take place after Incandescent and Affliction. Book one and two in the Knights Rebels MC. 
To get the full advantage of the story, and character development, I strongly suggest you read in order.





Excerpt


“I don’t know what you want from me,” I whisper. Communication was never this hard. The distance growing further between us as each day passes makes me afraid that this is what we’ve become. 
“I just want to bring you happiness, baby,” he sighs, but before I can tell him I don’t think he can, Harlow’s cries come through the monitor. I move off the bed to go to her, knowing she will need to be fed. “You walk out of this room, Kadence, you walk out on me.” His cold tone stops me from moving any further. It’s the same tone he used in the bathroom. “Leave her,” he commands, but the thought of continuing this conversation, where we tear each other down, has me fighting him. 
“Nix, I have to check on her.” I continue to the door. 
“Don’t you dare leave this fuckin’ room. I’m important too. I’m your fuckin’ husband. Do you hear me? We are important.” His hand sweeps across his nightstand, causing one big crash that sends everything tumbling to the floor. I’m frozen in place, my hand resting on the door handle. The room is silent. The shock of what has gone on tonight so raw I don’t think either of us knows how to process it. 
“I don’t know what you want from me,” I repeat, closing my eyes when Harlow’s cries grow louder, sending my anxiety rising. Doesn’t he know he’s only making it worse? 
“Jesus, I don’t know. Give me a look, smile at me…fuckin’ touch me. Give me a connection that says we’re on the same fuckin’ side. I can’t continue to stay in this place we are in. I’m drowning here, Kadence. We both are, and I just don’t know if I can keep treading water for both of us. You have to help me, baby. You have to want us to survive.” He falls to the bed, his head dropping to his hands. Seeing him like this, in this state makes me realize that our situation is bigger than me, than him. It’s bigger than either one of us realize. 
“That’s not fair.” I release the handle and turn, collapsing against the wall. The wind knocks out of me as his words resonate within me. We are drowning and I have to stop fighting. At this realization, my knees become weak. Standing becomes too hard. I slide down the wall, dropping my ass to the carpet. 
“Life isn’t fair, Kadence. I wish it was, but it just isn’t. Look where we both have come from; look where life has taken us. We won’t survive if you won’t talk to me, Kadence. Talk to someone.” He stands to come to me, but having him in my space only makes things worse. 
“Please don’t.” I draw in a breath, defeated. His frustration and concerns only prove what a bad mother I’ve been, what a bad wife I’ve become. 
“Don’t what, Kadence? Don’t make me walk away. I want my wife back. I don’t know what’s happened, but I don’t like who you’ve become.” His voice is pained, as broken as my soul feels. His confession doesn’t surprise me, but it still burns. I know I don’t like who I’ve become. How do I expect Nix to like me? 
“You don’t think I ask myself that question every day? That I don’t look at myself and ask what is wrong with me? I don’t know who I’ve become, Nix. All I know is I should. I should know who I am.” My head thuds against the wall in defeat. I can’t keep going on like this. I can hear Harlow’s cries quietening, as she resettles herself, but that doesn’t stop me from wanting out of this room. 
“I know who you are, Kadence. You’re the woman I love. The most amazin’ mother to our daughter, our son.” Saying Z is my son pulls at me harder. The fact that he, too, is affected by what is happening hurts even more. Nix walks over and squats to my level, careful not to get into my space, but close enough for me to reach out and touch him if I wanted to. 
“Why don’t I know that? I should know that, Nix.” 
“You don’t have to know. I know, the kids know and that’s enough.” 
“It’s not enough for me.” My hand itches to touch him, to feel his hardness under my fingers, but sitting broken on the floor of our bedroom, I know I can’t. I can’t touch the man who means everything to me and I hate myself for it. 
“When did you stop trustin’ yourself?” 
“I don’t know. When did I stop being myself?” I counter, and my admission halts him for a moment. He crawls forward, coming closer into my space. His warmth, his calming presence wraps itself all over me. 
“The first step is askin’ for help, baby. Let me help you. You don’t have to be alone. Let me learn to breathe the ugliness you see. Let me share the darkness, Kadence. Just don’t push me away.” His pleading pulls at me, pulls at the hatred that has settled inside. 
“I’m not doing good, Nix,” I say, looking up and giving him what he needs. What I need. “Somewhere along the way, I woke completely lost and overwhelmed. And every day, it gets harder and harder to deal.” A sob tears from deep within me, and walls I’ve been hiding behind crumble down. 
“I know, baby.” He pulls me into the hardness of his chest. “We’re gonna be okay,” he promises, and everything in me wants to believe him. Everything in me wants to trust he has me. That he has us. But the truth is, I’ve drowned in so much self-doubt and uneasiness, that trust seems so far away.




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Incandescent 
(Knights Rebels MC #1)


Phoenix ‘Nix’ Knight thought pulling his club out of the illegal shit his Pops got them into was difficult.
Until he meets Kadence.
Kadence Turner has no business lusting over a student’s father, especially the president of the Knights Rebels MC. Nix is crass, obnoxious and dangerously sexy and for some reason, Kadence can’t seem to hate him for it. The bossy biker breaks down her defenses, but unlike the old Kadence, the woman she is today won’t give in without a fight.
The tension is undeniable, the attraction fierce. A man that wants what he wants and a woman that will fight him every step of the way.
 

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Three little words are all it takes to rip his world apart. Lost in his own affliction, Sy has been living in a darkness that he doesn't ever want to let go of. 
Until she arrives and shines her light so bright that nothing else mattered.
She was only in it for the chase, for the thrill of capturing the unattainable.
But what happens when her world shatters around her, spiraling her into the darkness beside him?
Can his affliction be her resurrection?
Or will two lost souls living in the depths of deception let it destroy them?

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About the Author



River Savage is the author of the Knights Rebels MC Series. 

An avid reader of romance and erotic novels, her love for books and reading fueled her passion for writing. Reading no longer sated her addiction, so she started writing in secret. She never imagined that her dream of publishing a novel would ever be achievable. 
With a soft spot for an alpha male and a snarky sassy woman, Kadence and Nix were born.


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